First Love

Everyone will have the experience with the first love.

Some might get very lucky, end up with the first love and still going strong.

I envy you people.

At this very moment, I just realize that my first love is truly my first love.

What I mean here is, I just realize how strong my first love is. I even pat myself at the back, admiring myself for still having the same feeling for about 11 years. With the same guy.

He was my first love.

I still remember how naive I was back then but still I was able to like, admire, or love, this guy.

I thought I've already moved on, but I guess it's never easy to walk away.

I bumped into him recently, and we even met at our so-called reunion. Well, I remember I was very cool, we talked like two old friends who haven't met for a long time. Inside my heart, only God knows what!

He looked stunning like always. Well, depends on how you perceive stunning as this is full of biased! You have to understand this situation.

Erm, I guess I'm okay, nothing to feel sad about, it is all in the past now. It's time for a new chapter. Looking back once a while is okay, but don't get too carried away, it will only do us harm.

Wait, nothing to feel sad about eh? Maybe a little bit.

Well, at least we're still friends, that's important.

So, all the best to all of us. Good luck in every thing you do.

And as for me, it's time for a new love. I will keep searching and searching until I get fed up. I don't mind. Life is just cruel like that.

Words of wisdom: "You don't just stop loving someone; either you never did or always will."

>> Current Addiction <<

Hey guess what, my current addiction is NUR KASIH! =)

It is directed by Kabir Bahtia, who is ever-talented in what he is doing.

For those who are not familiar with the drama, I have the trailer of it, so feel free take a look at it.

It is a superb, breathtaking drama and it is suitable to watch with the whole family members.

I love the story lines, it reflects our true life in the search of true love, but of course there are certain parts which need to be exaggerated as it is a must element in every drama.

So, let's watch the trailer!



p/s, it airs every Friday, at 9pm only on tv3. ;)

.:: Reminiscing LOVE ::.

With a touch of love, everybody becomes a poet. ~Plato

This semester, we were introduced to the Shakespeare subject. So far, we were exposed to the Sonnets which are Sonnet 116 and Sonnet 130. Those two Sonnets give an impact in my love life and I'm sure the same thing happens to my other friends.

Those Sonnets are basically about how strong love is in which time won't change the love even the beauty has faded away and even perhaps sexiness has gone thin. It's ever lasting love and I think Shakespeare is not a psycho just like some people might label him as one. Let's open another entry for that in some other time.

This makes me thinking of the love that ever happened in my life. It is such a waste for some one who does not know how to appreciate my love. It perhaps my fault too, but I'd be giving all my love if it is fair for both of us to deserve such thing. So far, my love has gone into the drain, never been appreciated much from some one who I expected to be the one. I thought I saw something good in you, but I was definitely wrong.

It's a like a curse, sometimes I would think that way. It's pretty pathetic. But this needs to be changed! I know in order to find the right one, I have to meet all the wrong ones. I have to be strong. God knows best and I believe it's all worth it in the end.

I don't mind berjiwangan on my own since I have nobody to give all my love to. I guess I'm better off like this. However, if people ever going to ask me, do I have crush on anyone, the answer is yes. But it is all about the curse.

I don't know why, the feeling to be loved is getting greater and greater each and every day. My time has not yet arrived and therefore, I should not feel lonely and should not fear because I'm the spark of a blissful pearl. ;)

XOXO~

Let's talk about unconditional LOVE!

What is LOVE? haha. That is something that I'm still searching for the personal definition. I put the word love in red just because roses are red and roses are always resemble LOVE. hehe. Anyway, I just want to share some thoughts of this thing which is called LOVE.

Unconditional LOVE. I would always have this dream, to own this an unconditional LOVE. Let me define, unconditional LOVE is when you love some one and there is no conditions to stop you from being there for your loved ones at the times he or she needs you the most. In this life, there are ups and downs. If your spouse is having an issue and does not show much love towards you, you should not step back but what you should do is you should come forward and comfort your spouse. And one more thing, you should always be there by your lovers side and always convince him or her that you should never lose each other. It is like an ultimate love and I long for that kind of LOVE! However, it is not impossible to achieve.

So, when will I find some one who can offer that kind of LOVE? Only God knows. ~