Friday, July 31, 2009

.:: Singles Club! ::.

erm, juz take note on the Singles Club k. ;D

This entry was created after I was informed, my two hot friends, Waed and Mimi ARE NOW SINGLES! Yeah, trust me when I say THEY'RE HOT!
I know them from childhood. They are my friends from my primary school. I always felt jealous to see them back them and still admiring them till now. Some people are very lucky to be born with natural beauty and would look good in every angle. (T_T)
Unfortunately, I don't have their pictures. They're not just physically attractive but they also have the BRAINS! Wow, I am so into this! LOL.
What I would say about this is that even though they were so crazy in love before this and what happens now?
Owh well, the path for true love is never easy. So, hang on there guyz! Join me in this journey! I'd be here for you guyz! Yiehaww! (excited pelik aku ni)

Anyway, everyone is welcome but make sure you're 100% single okay! *wink*

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

.:: Bully ::.

Adik: Akak, mana aci, asyik adik je kena buat seme keje rumah. Akak duk saje je goyang kaki.

Kakak: La, akak da kasi duet kat mak, nape nak susah buat keja lagi. Kau tu tade duet, buat care tade duet. Buat seme keje rumah, jangan nak banyak merungut.

.:: Loneliness ::.

"Heyya, just call me whenever you're lonely. Tell me about everything. I'd try my best to be a good listener. Mark my words."

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

.:: Guilty Pleasure ::.

I love to eat. It's a guilty pleasure. One day, I came cross this picture or whatever people call it, and it is a quite interesting fact. Haha. Check it out! ;D

Monday, July 27, 2009

.:: Disappear ::.

: Hey, I miss you. Don't you feel the same way?

B: It's funny because the feeling disappears. Just like that. It's like we've never been together before.

Sunday, July 26, 2009

.:: It's a shitty day! ::.

Damn! I think I'm starting to lose my beauty! Like seriously! Arghhh! My face is not satisfying and I'm out of shape! I did some exercises sometimes but still I love the pleasure of eating! I can't help but to crave for something oily, fatty, etc etc. This has to be stopped! =(

There's a song introduced by my cousin, Karimah Kamilah. The song is called Shitty Day by Soko. It's a cute song, and it is basically a song about what a girl feels in every relationship. Pretty much like me I guess. Here it is.

Shitty Day
I hate myself today.
I don’t know what’s happening to me.
I hate my face today.
I think I look so shitty.

I have some sweat everywhere.
I’m not even shaved.
My hair all greasy.
I look disgusting.

My eyes are glued.
My lips are chaffed.
My legs are prickling.
And plus I’m stinky today.

How can I date someone with a face like that?
I know you’re gonna dump me again,
And I am gonna cry.

Cuz you want a perfect girl,
And I’m not what you expected.
You want a perfect girl,
And I look shitty today.

Maybe I should put some makeup,
And find some crazy outfits.
But I am very tired today
And I don’t care if I’m not pretty.

Should be like these girls,
Skinny and great all the time.
I’m still wearing my slippers
And eat all the candies at home.

I should sleep more,
And stop going out everyday.
I should focus more,
And stop complaining today.

Tell me, How can I date someone with a face like that?
I know you’re gonna dump me again,
And I am gonna cry.

Cuz you want a perfect girl,
And I’m not so perfect.
You want a perfect girl,
And I look shitty today.

Tell me, how can I date someone with a face like that?
I know you’re gonna dump me,
And I am gonna cry.

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

.:: Reminiscing LOVE ::.

With a touch of love, everybody becomes a poet. ~Plato

This semester, we were introduced to the Shakespeare subject. So far, we were exposed to the Sonnets which are Sonnet 116 and Sonnet 130. Those two Sonnets give an impact in my love life and I'm sure the same thing happens to my other friends.

Those Sonnets are basically about how strong love is in which time won't change the love even the beauty has faded away and even perhaps sexiness has gone thin. It's ever lasting love and I think Shakespeare is not a psycho just like some people might label him as one. Let's open another entry for that in some other time.

This makes me thinking of the love that ever happened in my life. It is such a waste for some one who does not know how to appreciate my love. It perhaps my fault too, but I'd be giving all my love if it is fair for both of us to deserve such thing. So far, my love has gone into the drain, never been appreciated much from some one who I expected to be the one. I thought I saw something good in you, but I was definitely wrong.

It's a like a curse, sometimes I would think that way. It's pretty pathetic. But this needs to be changed! I know in order to find the right one, I have to meet all the wrong ones. I have to be strong. God knows best and I believe it's all worth it in the end.

I don't mind berjiwangan on my own since I have nobody to give all my love to. I guess I'm better off like this. However, if people ever going to ask me, do I have crush on anyone, the answer is yes. But it is all about the curse.

I don't know why, the feeling to be loved is getting greater and greater each and every day. My time has not yet arrived and therefore, I should not feel lonely and should not fear because I'm the spark of a blissful pearl. ;)


Sunday, July 19, 2009

.:: Jai Ho! ::.

For UiTM TESL Literature students, this semester (part 6), we are going to do a movie or book review for Asian Literature subject (15% for major presentation). So, I'm thinking of doing the review on "Slumdog Millionaire". And yeah, I love the OST "jai ho!" The movie has won many awards and it is definitely an Asian movie and I'm so interested to comment on it.

The aspects which need to be focused on are:
  1. Why do you choose the movie?
  2. Highlight the strengths of the movie.
  3. How did the movie contribute to deepen your understanding of Asia?
  4. How would foreigners see differently about the movie in Asian culture.
  5. Come out with all the literary devices and supported by our own original ideas!

For, this task, I've decided to review the movie. I hope my partner Badjie would be fine with it. The last time I checked, she was fine with it but it is still an individual review. However, we might replace the movie with other movie or maybe a book, we will see about that. Any ideas from others are much appreciated! Hey, wish me luckkkkk~!

Saturday, July 18, 2009

.:: White Glam ::.

I love to see people wearing white shirt with jeans or just pants especially guyz! They look so damn attractive! Owh please, some people might perasan but it is a fact. I've found it quite sometime ago. "You look so cool in your white shirt." Haha. I also enjoy wearing the white shirt with jeans; black jeans. Here, I have some pictures of myself wearing white shirt. Wahahahaha~!

at the fave spot for taking pictures! LOL!

the belt is needed so that ppl won't get confused with
a waitress! LOL!

with red shoes.

Owh well, I love to dress up. But it is hard to keep a good figure to get into those clothes. I feel like a big fat monster everytime I look at myself in the mirror. I feel horrible and I know for sure I need to get into a severe diet right away~!

But here I'd like to say that White Cool, White Glam! ;D

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

.:: A Guy Who I Wish To Date ::.

Well well well. Look who's talking about a guy again??? Yeah yeah yeah it's me! But this time around I would like to make clear of this thing. What type of guy that I'm interested to date? (Errkk!)

From my past experience, everything from I've observed, experienced, seen, heard, smiled and touched??? Wahahaha! I should cut it off! Okay, here we go.....
  • The most important thing, mende wajib is of course la agama! Takkan nak pilih laki yang agama entah ke mana kan? Nak gak ada cita2 pegi Mekkah sesama nanti kan dan sembahyang jadi Imam kat umah sendiri ke. Jaminan di hari akhirat juga.
  • I think I'd fall for some one who has basically the same background with me. You see, I'm just a kampung girl and what I've been through is that I'd feel awkward to date a big town boy who perhaps doesn't seem to understand certain Malay customs or probably can't survive living at kampung. Come on, rumah I sgt kampung okay! Depan umah kubur, belakang umah masjid. Pagi2 mesti selalu denga ayam berkokok dan bau bunga ros yang mak tanam depan umah. Adeyh , rindu umah la plak. T_T
  • Some girls might enjoy going for a date at very fancy places, but I tell ya what, I don't! I've experienced it, and I wasn't feel comfortable and I wonder why. Maybe deep down inside me, I'm just a plain girl who always misses her mum and dad at kampung, regardless how I look on the outside.
  • I like a guy who has plans for the future. Yeahhh. Let's plan together and please take me together with you and I would not let you down. Mark my words.
  • A guy who is family-oriented! Yup, I'd love to date this type of man! Doesn't mean we have to get married right away, but the way he is devoted towards his family sometimes touches my heart. How sweet!
  • Hurmm, what else? Love me even when I'm old, ugly and fat! Yup! I want undivided love and if you could love me truthfully, there is no reason for me not to do the same thing to you. It takes two to tango, baby!
  • During the dating session, I'd talk a lot but most of the time, I'd talk crazy stuff, lame jokes that certain guy would find it boring. Lamey O me! But it would be so much fun if the guy is a funny guy! It'd make my day!And I love to listen other people talking about story of their lives, I'd be very impressed!
  • Is this too much? But what can I conclude is that I'd go for a normal low profile guy instead of a guy who is always busy with his whatever stuff and tend to ignore me. I don't mind to date a kampung guy but with a high-spirited soul to go for a change gradually not drastically. And please, no culture shock. I remember one of my friends refer me as fashion shock! Haha.
  • I'd refer this type of man as "my knight in a shining amor". ;)

Haha. I hope it's not too much. However, it is not all up town boys are the same like the ones I've met before; jerks to be specific. I just wish my knight in a shining armor will come to the rescue at the right time and take me with him, and I'll be his forever! <3 <3 <3

Saturday, July 11, 2009

.:: There is always HOPE for every SPARK ::.

I've been thinking about what Madam Adzura, our Shakespeare lecturer, said to our class on the other day. She said something about doing charity which it should be part of our lives. So, I've been thinking of all the charities in the world, the most important charity should be focused on is the family first! Yes, just like the saying "charity starts at home". I know I'd do anything for my family. I'd risk my life for them! My family. My rock!

Not long before, some of my frens and I had a good and motivational time at Taman Sinar Harapan where it is a place for the slow learners, hyperactive children, down syndroms, handicaps, autism and etc. They call themselves as the special ones. There are a lot of activities that can be done. The best part was to listen to them teling us about their lives and that really touched our hearts. Some of them are orphanage and when they told us how they wished to have family just like other people brought tears to our eyes. That's why we should always be grateful each and every day to be able to be loved by our family. I miss spending time with them.

So, here it is, I'm thinking of doing some good deeds while I'm capable of doing it. Nothing to brag about it but I'd like to invite other people to do some charity as it will help us in the Here-After Life. I'd appreciate any ideas from all.

Taman Sinar Harapan; there is always HOPE for every SPARK.

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

::Something is not right with me::

It's 2 in the morning, and this semester, I'm goin to have class at 8.30 in the morning EVERYDAY! God, bless me! I should be sleeping by now but it turns out that I could not go to sleep. My mind keeps wandering elsewhere. I don't know what is goin on with me. Sometimes, I've lost my appetite. I can't keep on the regular meal. I would eat at odd time because I would not feel hungry at the right time. And I have problems in sleeping. What else? I think I'm not as cheerful as before. I don't know what is becoming of me? At one point, I feel like a total failure which is true. Argghhhh!!!! There is a certain feeling which I despise it! All I want now is, I want my cheerfulness back! I seem to lose it. Something is definitely not right is happening to me. When will this over?

Friday, July 3, 2009

.:: Jumping Jack! ::.

Last nite, my frens and I went to the Mines Mall and we were hoping to watch Transformers! We rushed to the cinema as soon as we reached the place. There were no line at the counter but when we looked at the screen, Transformers showing for all rooms were FULL! I was very frustrated and was about to kick the Bummble Bee stand poster! Then, my frens were brighter enough to go to the counter first and asked for the tickets. And guess what? There were still empty seats and there there three tickets for us. I was so happy and I was about to do jumping jack in front of the counter until my frens calmed me down. I wasn't thinking straight because I was so over the moon when we finally got those tickets! Haha! Silly me. ;D

Before going into the cinema, we had our dinner first, and we entered the showing room with a high expectation!

Wahahaha! The movie was awesome! There were good blend of humors, adventure and as well touching moments which made the muvie superbly good! Good job Micheal Bay! Shia Lebouff really put a great effort on this one. I was very impressed with his acting this time. Way to go Shia! And love you. He's cute okay. Hehee.

I went home with a big smile and wondered why some people didn't enjoy watching it because I had a blast watching it! Can't wait for the third one! ;)