Sunday, September 6, 2009

** For the time being...**

For the time being, I'm enjoying my life; my single life to the fullest. Of course there are ups and downs every now and then, but that's life. I have to deal with those obstacles so that I will discover the beauty of all those. I'm optimist and realist! Yeah!

Sometimes, it would occur to me, wondering should I get a boyfriend right now because the thought of being a loner is pretty scary. But when to think about it again, hey come on, stop thinking about it. Remembering what happened in the past, it gives me a creep and nightmares! I have to admit, my heart was ripped out and I was left out alone to bleed. But I'm gaining my strength slowly and I'm better now. My heart is functioning quite well and I make sure that the same thing will not happen again in the future. A few precautions will be taken.

For the time being, the things that I miss so much is my home. I miss my mom, bapak, everything at home so much! Only God knows how much I miss them! Lucky for me, I have my best friend, Farhana to hang with so I won't feel that lonely every weekend. Thanx bebeh. Love you so much!

So I guess I'll keep being single for the time being until my knight will come and take my breath away and we'll live happily ever after (dream on!).

XOXO~

3 comments:

  1. bittersweet.. being lonely but scary.. goshh.. ahhah.. btw.. gudluck!! ahahk

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  2. dyla, yup2 saya ingat laaa...huhuuu...

    duwenk, thanx! ;D

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